Craziness is Heaven

I was looking for a title to describe the emotion that I am feeling right now. And as I was browsing pictures online to describe my mood, I ran across this poster that said Craziness is Heaven. And wha-la! The title and emotion for my next post existed. It was a feeling of amazement that it was only three words that made me feel...whole again. 

The existence of this blog is refreshing because I am tired of being conscious of the words that come out of my mouth. I am tired of caring about how other people think...and how THEY feel.  I want to be selfish. And I will express my disdain and disgust in a healthy way on THIS blog. I saw a blogger who wrote that she wishes to remain small. That was startling because isn't the point of blogging to be heard...what's the point of existing?

I am in love with the idea of love and that's pretty crazy. Poetry to reinvent myself...in a dark way while still remaining friendly and honest. My sexuality bothers people. I know it does. Why does it matter to me that other people are bothered by who I am? I don't know. It does though. But I am starting not to care. I am starting to remain...in-genuine to myself if I continue to care. Craziness if truly heaven...FOR ME!